VERSE:
Hate when you ask how I’m doing
I know that you’re just assuming
I’m better now, not bleeding out
Get outta bed on a good day
Lately that’s all I can do, hey
I go through hell, to hide myself
PRECHORUS:
I think about new ways to hurt me
But don’t want my mother to see
It’s not that I feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That’s why
CHORUS:
I can’t cry
Im too anxious
Restless mind
I can’t shake this
Said I’m fine
but we both know I’m faking
I’m not feeling numb,
I’m just feeling everything at once
SECOND VERSE:
Whatever I do I can’t slow down
Please don’t leave me alone now
Cuz when I stop, my demons talk
I’m coming off apathetic
I play it off like it’s an aesthetic
Clearly I care too much, but I’m fooling everyone
PRECHORUS:
I think about new ways to hurt me
But don’t want my mother to see
It’s not that I feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That’s why
CHORUS:
I can’t cry
Im too anxious
Restless mind
I can’t shake this
Said I’m fine
but we both know I’m faking
I’m not feeling numb,
I’m just feeling everything at once
credits
from Blue Hour,
released August 27, 2020
Written by Mothica, Lenii, Zoe Moss
Produced by Mike MacAllister
supported by 8 fans who also own “everything at once”
The more I listen to this the more trouble I have choosing favorite track. I also still think this is witchhouse. Also I think your cover art is incredibly good. But I don't think it is best of your art anymore. I'll switch to Crush for a moment. jesu82